It's hard to watch someone you care about walk themselves into destruction.
It's hard to know the answers, but no one will listen.
It's hard to see those nearest the problem continue to enable because they can't bare the bumpy road right in front, ignoring that it'll only make the road impassible later on.
It's hard to watch others you care about struggle with trying to make sense of it all.
It's hard to find the balance to reaching in to save and not getting pulled under.
It's hard to have sleepless nights, lack of appetite, headaches, tears, long silences, distractions, fears surface, and anxieties realized in worry.
It's hard to believe the new reality you're now faced with.
It's hard to believe that it will get better.
Life is just really hard right now. I have no idea how to continue with work/school/faire/life when my heart seems to be consumed with other matters. The terrible part is I saw this coming. It wasn't a surprise. I just wasn't prepared for the aftermath.
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